i should have given you a reason to stay.

Duuuude. What's up?

Got back from my San Diego trip this afternoon. I loved it. I love that city. I love it to freaking pieces, I actually cried when I got back into town. It sucks here. San Diego... gets me. Gah. Love it.

I got a dog. His name is Bentley; he's part Chihuahau and part Pomerainian. He's pretty epically awesome. I love him.

So I'm totally hooked on How I Met Your Mother. NPH FTW.<3 I'm not a fan of Barney and Robin, to be honest. Just... I dunno. I don't feel the chemistry. I like him as a womanizer anyway. Buttt yeah.

I'm going to go write shit. Late.

Woah. It has been a while. Sorry. Not too much has happened. My best friend is coming out from Ohio July 24th to August 2nd. It should be a lot of fun. I love her so much.

I haven't posted/wrote any new fan fiction in forever. I think I'll be posting my Pam/Ryan story I wrote a million years ago and this summer I plan on writing a Office/zombie fic crossover extravaganza. It's pretty epic so far.

I started a Weeds fic. It's a Andy/Nancy just cos I really love that pairing. And I started a Jenny/Chuck fic from Gossip Girl but I might not finish it, I don't know. I kind of want to start a Harry Potter fic and I might. Usually during the summer I read the books cos the movies come out then, so we'll see. It'll probably be a George or Fred or another Weasley boy. I kind of want to write a Percy story; that'd be cool.

Anyway. I'm tired and I might work on posting my Ryan/Pam story to ff.net and LJ. I hope you all read it and it cures the absense of the Office for this summer and I hope we can all ignore the baby crap that happened on the season finale. If you call that a finale.

I'll end this before I get too bitter.

<3


 

Gokey should have been a finalist.

And that's all I'm ever going to say again on this matter. I am done with American Idol. So, yeah.

The Office and Grey's Anatomy tonight. Score.

So. American Idol. I basically kind of really actually am in love with Danny Gokey. Like. Seriously. That kid is freaking adorable and I melted at "You're So Beautiful." I thought it was going to be cheesy but it was perfection. I've never hated Gokey. I mean, I think he should be there over Kris Allen, fer sure. But man. He totally deserves to win. Adam does, too. And Kris Allen is cute and talented, but I dunno... Doesn't the world all ready have enough sweet sensitive guys with a guitar? He doesn't sound any different then anyone else; he isn't special. Anyway. I really hope Gokey and Adam get through.

Gossip Girl. I really loved it. I don't think it should have been the prom episode though, because prom deserved like a full out blow out and crazy drama thing, but I did like the flashbacks and I loved the clothes and I love Britney Snow. And next week looks freaking sick. I'm so nervous to see what the big Gossip Girl blast is going to be. And OMF. G is back. Yesss. I liked her as a saved chick, she was hilarious. But I like her better as a bitch.

Castle. So I've actually only seen a few episodes but I'm pretty hooked and I'm super pissed they left a cliffhanger like that. It was sweet though. I love Castles daughter; she's so adorable. Can't wait for next season.

And the Office and Grey's Anatomy season finales tomorrow. I've actually only watched the past few episodes but I really want to catch up and figure everything out.  I hope Izzie lives. I think I'm going to watch the finale and then this summer watch the previous seasons. And I'm excited for the Office. Duh. I'm hoping Ryan just like, eats Pam's face off or something and they go get married. That would be freaking awesome. Wouldn't it? WOULDN'T IT?! See. That's what Ryan and Pam do to me. All these feelings, man. I miss the MSPC. It was the best thing EVER.

Anyway. Since this summer will be spent watching TV/movies, going to the beach, sitting in the baby pool, eating otter pops, writing, and reading... I have decided to conjure up a list of TV shows/movies I want to watch. Here is my list so far: 

TV:
Freaks and Geeks.
Pushing Daisies. 
Tinman.
Weeds.[I used to watch this show, but I haven't seen it since like, last summer.]
Castle.[Only seen the past few episodes.]
Flight of the Conchords.
Dead Like Me.
It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia.
30 Rock.
How I Met Your Mother.
Arrested Developement.

Movies:
Role Models.
Burn After Reading.
Baby Mama.
Leatherheads.
Synecdoche, New York.
Hamlet 2.
Knocked Up.
Wristcutters.
She's The Man. [I love Amanda Bynes, all right?]
Over Her Dead Body.[I love Paul Rudd, all right?]
Shopgirl.
Alice.
Sid and Nancy.
Junebug.
Little Miss Sunshine.
Saved!
The OH in Ohio.[I'm from Ohio; that's the only reason I'm watching this perverted film. Honestly.]
Sidewalks of New York.
Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist.
Zack and Mirmi Make A Porno.
Old School.

So if you could recommend some TV and movies that you enjoy for my summer list, that'd be cool. I like: musicals, drama, comedy: slapstick and romantic, romance, art films, indie films. My favourite actors are: Will Ferrel, Seth Rogen, Michael Cera, Jack Black, Ellen Page, Judy Garland, Audrey Hepburn etc.

Also needed for my summer list:
Music: Indie, acoustic, punk, folk.

Books: biographies, classics, dry humour, dark humour.

Man, Netflix is great. I'm going to be able to watch most of these online. Sweet.

Crumpled Wedding Flowers. [Ryan/Pam.]

Hey. You should check out my one shot. Click the link above!

I've been listening to Plans by Death Cab For Cutie. Marching Bands of Manhattan owns my soul.

God, I want to get out of this town.

I'm going to the beach on Friday with my mom. And then in two weeks, we're going to Disneyland. I'm really excited. My mom said she'd buy me a princess crown, so that's going to be freaking awesome. And Collin didn't get to go on the Star Wars ride because last time they had Gavin and he's too short, so I'm going to take him on it. I wish we were going to California Adventures so we could go on Tower of Terror. Next time, hopefully.

I think I'm sick or something. I've been so tired these past few days. I dunno what's wrong with me. I'm getting the same amount of sleep I usually get. I don't do a lot but I don't do nothing. I clean and sit outside and do homework. I'm going to start running again and eating healthy. I really want to loose 10 pounds by June.

I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow. I'm going to go pluck my eyebrows. I feel so fat today. Fuck periods.

Tonight is the Office. I'm pretty freaking excited.

And is anyone else as glad as I am about Allison getting kicked off? That should have happened a long time ago.

So hopefully by this weekend I'll have my Pam/Ryan story typed up and I'll start posting it up here. It sucks because I don't really want to post it in seperate chapters, like I'm going to do on ff.net because it alternates views a lot and I kind of don't want to post a huge chunk on here with three different views in one part. But I don't know. I just hope people will read it. ff.net is not a big Ryan/Pam fan, but I've seen quite a few on here these past few weeks.

Today is Wednesday, which means Panera bread night, American Idol, The Unusuals, and the day before the Office.

I don't really know why I'm watching American Idol; it just kind of happened. I will admit, I think Adam is the only one I actually enjoyed, besides Danny. He was awesome. That scream at the end was freaking epic; I think he almost kicked Steven Tyler's ass. Anyway. When I heard Adam was doing Whole Lotta Love, I wanted to like, kill him or something, because that is one of the best Zeppelin songs. And you can't ruin it.

He totally didn't though. I'm pretty sure Robert Plant was standing next to him onstage, I have no doubt.

My fingernails are purple.

What do you guys think of rompers this summer? I think they're adorable but the ones at Target at cut odd. Maybe I got the wrong size, or something. Anyway. They remind me of Katy Perry and all her cute dresses. I really want one. I think you have to be kind of lean and skinny though. I'm working on it. Ha.



Oh. And the Scrubs finale tonight.

you break my heart. and you don't even know it.

I stay up too late and watch the news and Jimmy Kimmel. I haven't eaten enough. I think my body's going to die on me.

I wish I had better things to tell the world.

my hands are stained in ink.

my life is stained in the blood from your teeth.

stop lying. liar.

This is an extra for my one shot "Three Movies Kelly Makes Ryan Watch." 

( I hate how you threw away all my brown shoes because you said they were 'grandpa shoes.' )